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“Find Her Way”

Catastrophe stuck when we least expect
Things fall apart with irremediable damage
Still the center remain dead solid
Holding what’s left to refurbish anew.

The distorted soul withhold grievances
Enduring the anarchy alike apocalypse 
Battling the war of mind and heart
Losing thyself with nothing left to win.

The mind accepts to move forward 
Only to be interfered by obstinate heart
Reluctant to unfasten the grip of ruthless past
Leaving no atonement to wounded soul.

 Sleep has lost its way and night seems long
Dreaming has become an arduous task
Disillusioned by the reality and apparition
Longing for the dose to transcend you.

The phase seems muddled and clouded
Making it difficult for rays to penetrate
Only after an indisputable cascade
Will the sun find her way back to shine?

                                                                                                             Ceedee-18/7/2018

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